I’ve fished at or just up from the mouth of the Presque Isle River into
Superior for a long time. Near to 40 years, I figure. That’s fair time gone even
without bragging. The place whipped my ass for maybe half that, then in tantalizing
stages relented to my enticements. Or maybe I learned better how to romance a
river. At any rate we've reached rough accommodation, this river and I. And as an old married man, I recognize a key to true & lasting love when I see it.
Though the signage is specifically for vacationers, it offers a word to
the wise all the same.
I’ve no need to beat the Presque Isle and would prefer it not to beat
me. Careless tourists are occasionally carried by watery sinew down from the falls and
offered up to the cold embrace of Superior, where one’s mortal
remains might remain forever lost. I’d be of mixed mind, as to that.
Along our trip you’ll not escape this river, as others sometimes have.
If we return here often, that’s because this glistening ribbon that rises in
lowland to inform a great forest before tumbling through a hard rock cut at the
end is my river and its terminus at
big water my anchor in this wilderness.
Spend quality time over decades in a place and you’ll meet other folk
who feel about it much as you do, often for reasons entirely their own.
Then, whether generous of spirit or jealous in their prerogatives, time erodes
most things down to the nub and so it is with people too. Years of watching someone’s
approach to fellow travelers, wild waters and especially the creatures that
thrive in those mightn’t leave you with a person’s proper name, but it will provide a decent window upon their
character.
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On the lower Presque Isle you could mistake Dick’s last name for
Wakefield ‘cause the appellative came so firmly attached, as in: “Dick from
Wakefield’s upriver. He’s got fish.”
And frequently when no one else had fish, which puts a mark by a man’s name.
I’ve known two people who’ve gone into the Presque Isle during heavy water and
lived to tell the tale. Both were fishermen. Dick from Wakefield was the
second.
Dick was taciturn in the way of men most at home in the woods and on waters.
I say “was” as I’ve not seen him on our river for a few seasons running and suspect
Dick’s story is likely well and truly told, some bit of it now only retold here with affection by me.
Already well along when first I encountered him, his keen eyes would
flash from wary to twinkling and back again at moment’s notice. I never saw him
without a Duluth pack, an old camo jacket hung comfortably from his sharp
shoulders and a sturdy fly rod with battered old reel in his hand, mostly with a
length of line expertly played out so his bait’d ride through cauldron hole and
maelstrom alike, always face to face with fish.
For years we nodded to each other across our river or offered a quick “How’re
‘ya doing?” when our paths crossed. Almost always he did better than me;
evidenced mostly by his bulging Duluth pack, no braggart he. Except for one glorious,
bitingly wet morning when from across the river Dick stood agape as I returned an
in-season trophy walleye unharmed to the water. Though he’d grown accustomed to
my releasing fish, I suspect he’d never seen anyone do that before.
One morning I met Dick from Wakefield along the narrow trail that runs close
under the bridge then down to a deep, fast run between the final set of falls.
Dick
headed up and I was going down, which meant I’d arrived too late. We paused together
on the narrow path. Everything about him was as ever save that instead of a fly
rod he held the exact same outfit as mine, a fairly upscale pairing of rod &
reel rarely seen on our river. Dick cast a glance down at my gear. One’s choice
of tools carries particular weight with certain men and our shared judgment
went in my favor.
As we exchanged pleasantries I was a trifle embarrassed, caught by the
old river rat while wearing an inflatable pfd. That’s my sole hedge against the vicissitudes of loving as
fickle a partner as a wild river and the funny thing is, I never wore one
before that affair matured.
Then, like no time before or since, Dick from Wakefield told me a
story. It went like this:
Dick was fishing his favorite spot -- upriver beneath the
suspension bridge and hard to the edge of a shale shelf just below the last set
of falls. One foot found empty air. Dick’s balance shifted, aged reflexes
proved slow and before he could draw a breath, Dick plunged into dark, swift
water.
The river carried him downstream. Dick realised that a tourist on the
bridge saw him go in. When the startled man tried to run to the rescue,
his legs went out from under him and he fell flat upon the bridge.
“That’s that”, Dick thought.
The old man tried to swim out but the river had him fast. He said it
tried to yank his boots off. I’d heard that before, though didn’t interrupt to
tell him when or why. All the way down to near the mouth, Dick from Wakefield
desperately tried to pull himself from the river. Like the sign says, rock is
slippery when wet and all he managed was to delay what seemed to him inevitable.
On the east side of the river at its mouth, cut rock falls steeply away
and current gains strength with depth to make a final rush into the big lake.
As Dick approached the point of no return, he spied the tourist waiting for him
with outstretched arms. As he hurtled by, Dick from Wakefield reached out for
one last time and didn’t miss. The tourist held strong. In a moment, Dick was
again high, if not dry.
The dappling sun along the trail seemed to dim in response to Dick’s
story, which was startlingly familiar to me. The old man looked downriver and
far, far away.
“I dream about it every night”,
he said quietly.
There was in his voice a hint of sad betrayal, that a lover he’d devoted
himself to so well for so long sought finally to claim him completely. We stood
silently together for a moment, each of us caught in private current of terrible
memory.
Then the old man did something extraordinary. A slow smile spread over
his craggy face. He reached for the zipper to his camo jacket, which was closed
tight about his throat. Then he slowly slid it down a piece to offer me a peek.
Hidden securely from the prying eyes and summary judgments often
leveled by tough old river rats, men who’d known him for decades and whose
respect was long since granted under any circumstance, Dick from Wakefield wore
the exact same inflatable life vest as I.
Our river had claimed him and he’d barely escaped. Only a fool would
count on a second chance and Dick was no fool. Unwilling to abandon his river
and no matter that he’d first have to unzip his jacket to use it, the old man
now possessed a secret weapon. And that morning he chose to reveal his secret
to me.
I say thee godspeed Dick, from Wakefield. May your pack always brim
with fresh fish and your boots remain forever dry.